hate myself...

hate myself..
why???
i hate my self...
dun know why...
cant stand anymore...
juz know 2 cry..
this is what jhia always said...
"kuat nagis...tau nagis ja..."
emm...
being so weak...
why???
aigoo...
how 2 avoid it??????
i really cant now...
want 2 cry on someone shoulder...
who is willing me 2 do so???
no one...
want 2 feel it...
now..juz wait 2 run 2 smewhere...
smewhere that people might know who i am...